phew.

After 29 years of uncertainty, I've figured out what I've always wanted to do in life, but couldn't put a name to; I want to be a child life specialist. Last fall, one of the blood donor techs had said I would be perfect for it, but I didn't really know what it entailed. Recently, someone else mentioned it, so I looked it up today. While everything else I've considered doing was interesting, nothing felt like a perfect fit until I read this description. It combines everything that I'm good at and enjoy. Of course, there aren't any open positions that I've found so far, but at least I have a direction to move towards.